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The only thing I can say at this point is "WTF"!!!!
Why do I attract lunatics?
For those of you who don't know, my ex has been "stalking" my myspace page and had I not changed my number AND moved... would probably be a real pain in my ass.
It has been brought to my attention recently that his myspace statuses have become a bit of a shrine to me. -.- Ugh.

So, I popped over to looney toons' page to see what was up.
OMG! My jaw hit the floor and I was astounded that nearly two months after the final breakup, he's still obsessed. And I am not exaggerating.

You can actually visit his page and see all the craziness...
www.myspace.com/politics_sex

So I decided to write this blog to clear up a few things. First, I'd like to say, I NEVER gave that man any indication that he had even the slightest of chances in getting back together with me. Quite the opposite really.
After a good month of being away from him completely, I received an email that led me to believe he was accepting the breakup. He wanted to talk to me. So I called him. Of course, I blocked my number... I'm not stupid.

We had a pretty decent conversation. I told him that I missed certain elements of my time with him, but that I didn't miss all the crap that came along with it. I told him that I still loved him, but was not IN love with him. That I could never and would never be. I told him that we could never be together again. There had been too much damage done.

In the past week I have received SEVERAL messages from him via email and google chat...
The last one I responded to was the first of many....
He IMed me because he was pissed off that I had an account on PlentyOfFish.com. For those of you who don't know... It's a singles site.
He was livid.... I know this because of his constant use of ALL CAPITAL letters and extreme over-use of the word fuck, followed by several exclamation points!!!! :P

Well, I told him to stop it. He was driving me insane! What business was it of his if I DID have an account on POF?? NONE!!!
I told him never to speak to me again. Never to message me, email me, etc.
I made it very clear. I thought.

So every day since I have received either an email, an IM, or (God help us...) both.
In these messages he proclaims his love for me and tells me how he's so angry that I betrayed him with this POF account... Blah. Blah. Blah.

Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not a complete bitch. I did feel for him. Honest. I felt horrible that he was in such awful shape over me. No one should be so attached to one individual and whether or not that person wants to be with them. You have to understand, when we first broke up... I needed to be VERY clear with him that it was over. I wanted no room left for interpretation... So for the first week, I stayed away.
Then... I heard what horrible shape he was in from some mutual friends. That he wasn't eating or sleeping. Ugh. So, I agreed to see him briefly. My bad. That started such a wave of insanity that it blew my mind. WOW! He took that one meeting and ran with it... so did his mother. She called me several times that night, screaming and cursing and threatening me. That's when I decided it was prudent that I change my phone number and just disappear from his life all together.
Now, during this time, I have kept in contact with a couple of his friends. Asking how he's doing... And sometimes receiving unsolicited reports. I asked his friends to watch out for him... try to help him deal with whatever he needed to deal with... And I left it alone.
Well, now I see he's lost it. He's in la-la land... And what's worse? I look like the bitch in all of this.
I didn't air our dirty laundry on the internet when we broke up... I mean, HELLO! There's a REASON I broke up with him. Many reasons to be more accurate. And I refuse to take that path here as well. I will not share the gory details of our breakup. It's not necessary. Sufice it to say, the relationship had become a relation-shit. (to quote my fave comedian, Dane Cook)

At any rate, now people are starting to talk shit about me. And you all know how the internet thing goes... It doesn't take long for what used to be very private to become very public. And normally... I wouldn't care. I would just let it go. But seriously, how long and how far should I allow this to go on??? Wouldn't you be a little pissed off too??
*Sigh*

Well, I just wanted to get some of this off my chest...

I hope I gave some kind of clarity to the situation.